these poems come from moments after everything got quiet but when things didn’t really settle. like the world kept going but something in me didn’t. the house still looks the same but it doesn’t feel like mine in the same way anymore. i’m moving through places i used to belong to and they don’t quite hold me the same. even my own name feels a little far off when i think too hard about it. like it belongs to someone else for a second before it comes back to me. i'm dealing with it the best i can and one of those ways is being vulnerable here i guess lol.. can't let my brain rot completely since i dropped out :p